Saturday, December 23, 2006

these are a few of my favorite things.

a kiss on the forehead. white-sand beaches. a hammock. a really soft pillow. days where i could just sleep in. mangga at bagoong. back rub. surprises. vanilla ice cream. romance novels. flowers. running. long bus rides. paulo coelho. theme parks. swings. listening to good music. nailbiting. singing out loud. watching concerts. OPM. popcorn. hugs! texting. love-talk. talking on the phone. dangling earrings. bubbles. MTV. milk chocolates. magic sing. christmas. holidays.

being with YOU.

D at 5:58 PM

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Friday, December 22, 2006

Do you hurt, but still feel alive like never before?

incongruent thoughts: why do i think the way i do? deva, think, move, act. puro na lang siya, siya, siya! i have to de-clutter, de-stress. i looove john legend. yay, i'll be home for the holidays, happiness! no work! waaa. wawa naman si Johann, magugutom sa Pasko. this is how i think these past few days: happy one sec, sad the next. deva, focus, concentrate, wag ma-distract. haaaay. effort! learn. why am i starting to censor things in my blog? deva, don't.

random thoughts for you: i want to see this work. i am very sure i want to go on. i want you to stay. but i don't know how to keep you or make you stay.

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It's my sister's birthday today! wuvyasomuch. :)

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Song of the day:

You think I'd leave your side baby?
You know me better than that.
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees?
I wouldn't do that.

If only you could see into me

Oh, when you're cold
I'll be there to hold you tight to me.
When you're on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, you're so much better than you know.
When you're lost, when you're alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling, I'll bring you home.

If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you'll be fine.

-Sade, By your side
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Merry Christmas everyone! :)

D at 9:47 AM

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

wishlists!

posting per Elaine's instructions. hehehe.

Lane: plain colored tee (preferably blue or yellow)
stuffed dog (SM)
black office bag
post-its (different sizes, colors, shapes)
kikay and/or formal belt
Starbucks orange water bottle

Abi: mitch albom's new book
vintage shirt (artwork)
malaking, matibay na shoulder bag (green or pink na pang-school)
Starbucks orange water bottle

Deva: John Legend CD!!! (yung may High at Ordinary People) :p
Dicta License CD
Sony Ericsson P800 battery
plain black/brown shoulder (office) bag
black sleeveless top

Pi: fine, hihi, black bag (pang-office)
leotard/leggings/tights - BLACK plain!
locket pendant chain necklace - bronze/gold

Len: Starbucks' gift certificate

Jaja: plain black office bag
and pearl earrings (blue or pink)

Gigi: huy, gi! nasan na wishlist mo?? :p
eto na: plain shirt na hinde black or white (size: small)
black cloth toiletry bag

NOTE from Abi: no floral bags please!
Note from Deva: Huy, bayaran ko pag nag-exceed. Gusto ko yung John Legend. :p

D at 8:55 AM

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and my countdown begins.

i always believed i can't write when i'm happy. and yea, i was right. proof to that is the past month or so that i haven't written a mere line, a phrase, anything. so, i am writing now, because i am in the state of zapped-out-happiness again. for what reasons i'm back in this zone, i don't know. well, of course i do.

but let's just leave it at that. for now.

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four more sleeps and i'll be twenty-three. i haven't accomplished much this year, i'm a bit disappointed with myself for almost getting the things i want, but not quite.

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LSS of the moment:

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
Someday, someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

Nina

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still, i'm thankful. i am still here.

i hope you are too.

D at 8:34 AM

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