Monday, March 29, 2010

trying out again.

so living alone has its downsides. i don't have anyone to talk to when i get home from work. i just have the TV for companionable chatter.

i need to learn to communicate again and need to learn to explain stuff without groping for the right words. that is why i'm trying to write again. i hope this exercises my brain cells more and my tongue to pronounce words correctly again. i am starting to read aloud. so that i can hear my voice more. work should help me with this but gahd, what a sucky work i have. i can survive a week at work without talking to anyone. everything is virtual! there's YM and email. and i discovered it's still different when you have someone to talk to face to face.

i have been in this sucky work for almost a year now and i am hungry for some human interaction.

good thing i see my boyfriend every Saturday. if not for Saturdays, i need to relearn the whole alphabet over again.

D at 10:05 AM

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Monday, June 02, 2008

so this is how a death feels.

my fish died this morning. i saw it floating, bloated, mouth open. i'm still crying and mourning over its death. i don't know when the tears will stop, but i'm sure i wouldn't want to have another fish in the next 20, 30 years. Johann was a good fish. it was the best fish. it was very flexible and almost always happy and knew how to adapt. but this one, it didn't survive. it was a tragedy. the loss left me feeling dispirited.

Johann has been with me for more than 2 years. there are a lot of should-haves, but i know that wouldn't bring Johann back.

i am hurt and in pain. and it's the kind that will be noted down and would not soon be forgotten.

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to --- : ya, whatever.

D at 9:00 AM

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Saturday, May 31, 2008

13 again.

I got free patron tickets for the The Click Five concert last night (courtesy of Nai). How can I say no to a free concert? ;) We were surrounded by screaming teenagers! Waaaa. So Pi and I just joined them! We screamed, and cheered, and sang along (to songs we knew from MTV). It felt like I was back in highschool - the Hanson, Moffats days. Hahaha.

But I realized, I maybe a bit old for The Click Five. :p Eeeek. Generation gap!

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I wanna start writing again!

D at 9:30 AM

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Saturday, April 05, 2008

idontknowwhat.

ineedanewphonebecauseisoldmyoldphoneinebay. i am addicted to ebay.

D at 11:17 PM

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

weee, weee, weee!

i'm still on holy-week-break mode. good thing they unblocked Blogger here in the office, i can update my blog now. hihihi. i'm the laziest at work. haaaay. i need inspiration. i want another long break!

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i have extra starbucks planners? who wants them? :)

D at 10:03 AM

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Back from outer space.

Sadness brings me back. Hahaha. Watched One More Chance, last full show in Gateway last night. Alone. It was oh, so relaxing. And then I remember that I might be just a stopover, like the character of Maja Salvador, Trisha.

Stressed. The one that makes me just want to forget I exist. The stress that makes me want to go into hibernation and to never come out. The one that makes me want to keep busy so that I won’t have a spare second to think.

I want a new planner.

D at 9:12 PM

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Monday, September 03, 2007

you have stolen my heart.

para kay Jorge Robertino Eladio B. Aruta: maligayang bati! :)

D at 7:07 AM

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